Saturday, February 14, 2009

George Helps In Search for Haliegh

“They are now members of “a unique club,” Anthony said. “They need the community’s support. They do not need to be judged. They do not need to be scrutinized.”


George Anthony,sat watching this unfold and decided on his own to reach out to this family.He has now joined the search for Haleigh Ann Marie Cimmungs and my heart broke"not another child" is what i said.Then I George speaking,My heart lifted alittle, he told reportes"this is not about me,This is about bringing Halegh Ann Marie Cummings Home to her family".

George showed up with words of wisdom and hugs for this family,I wish i could be there and walk along side the searchers and find Haleigh but I am not in the area.However,keeping word out,making sure this child's family is not pre -judged is all I can do.

There are sex offenders in the mile area od where the family lives, so far they've all be located and homes have been checked.What coems to my mind is Jessica Lundsford,she was snatched from her home too.

My mind has been thinking and I can not say right now what i feel except Caylee guided George to help this family,Caylee's spirit is all around,I hope and Pray Haleigh is found soon, Alive.I need to hang onto hope and faith.

I Ask anyone who ever reads this,pray for Haleigh just like I did for Caylee,Reach out to this family,show support,do not judge,do not bash.

George will read this blog soon,Until Then,George I am so proud of you.

Take the step up,Help Find a missing Child, don't just sit and watch,step in with both feet and search.

God Bless.

I believe George has found his calling,speaking up for those who have less,who have a child missing,he relates, he's been there and understands.God Bless Him.

Missing Haleigh Ann Marie Cummings,SATSUMA, FL


AMBER ALERTENDANGERED
HALEIGH CUMMINGS
Date Missing: 2/10/2009
Missing From: Satsuma,FL
County: PUTNAM
Birth Date: 8/17/2003
Age Disappeared: 5 yrs 5 months
Height: 3' 00"
Race: White
Hair: Blonde
Weight: 039
Sex: Female
Eyes: Brown
Narrative: ***UPDATE The child's age and her last known location have been updated. UPDATE*** A Florida AMBER Alert has been issued for Haleigh Cummings,who was last seen in the area of Hermit's Cove in Satsuma, FL. She was last seen wearing a pink shirt and underwear.
FDLE MISSING ENDANGERED PERSONS INFORMATION CLEARINGHOUSE 1-888-FL MISSINGhttp://www.fdle.state.fl.us/
If you have any information concerning the whereabouts of this endangered person, please contact the Putnam County Sheriff's Office at 386-329-0808 or 911


Bring Haleigh Ann Marie Cummings Home.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

George's Cry for help


On Thursday,George didn't show up for a meeting with his lawyer at his home.Hours went by and George was found in Daytona Beach at a motel{i have seen this motel before when I lived in Palm Coast ,fl in 1994},George was on the edge.
People have not stopped to consider what this man is going through,the loss of caylee and his daughter in jail,The media houds,the papers printing trash,it all got to him.George was texting messages saying"he wanted to be with caylee,to make sure she was in Gods arms".This worried Cindy and rightfully so.The ocs and Daytona Police acted fast and saved George's life.
I know Daytona very well,I know where Halifax Hospital is,I can say "george is in good hands.
My heart breaks for him, he asked the cheif Mike Chitwood if he understood what he was going through,how he felt"?The cheif gave the answear "no,I don't".I can not imagine what george is going through nor understand as I have not been in that possition.This whole case,the loss of caylee when he held onto so much hope and faith has made him depressed,can I blame him,no because I have been depressed as well.
I have been at the brink myself,a few yrs ago,My former step kids absued me,not a day didn't go by I wasn't hit,thrown into walls,cursed at,lied about to their friends ,chruch people.They bragged in school to people they'd hit me and come out and say"thats the only way to keep her in line".
I became very depressed,I cried alot,i suffered in my own world alone,nobody understood how I felt,nobody was in my shoes.I continplated ending it all a few times.I didn't have the way to do it but I wanted out.Then I decided to stand up for myself,I had enough with wearing long sleeve shirts in the summer to hide the black and blues,I was tired of the nightmares I suffered which is called ptsd.I moved out,I lived in my world of fear for the longest time and I went for help as well.
It's not shameful to reach out and ask for help.I am proud of George for seeking help and trying to get through this all.
It has been very hard on this family and people should back off and leave them alone,have a heart and just let them be.
May God bless George .

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

In Memory of Caylee Marie Anthony 2005-2008


Decemeber 11th,Bones and a childs skull was discovered in a wooded area by the Anthony home and across from a School.
Then the news came Decemeber 19th"with regret"was all I heard,Caylee was gone .I held onto hope as did the Anthony's ,hoping that maybe with the ounce of faith I had she'd be alive but also felt 6 months had gone by,maybe God took her already,She was already an angel in heaven.
Caylee,did not deserve to die,she was just a baby,2 1/2 yrs old, she had her whole life in frount of her.Her Grandparents are in my prayers at this time because they are suffering a great loss in their hearts.
Many people came and placed dolls,notes,pictures and flowers down for the little angel who touched alot of people's hearts in a profound way.Christmas is the time for giving,The dolls at least the ones with no notes was donated to the orlando union mission for needy kids so they'd have a christmas, Caylee was no longer here to play with them and thats what she would of done,shared because thats the type of child she was.
Whats sickening me right now is people saying that on the net thats not true.Caylee will be laid to rest soon,she is already in heaven I believe in angels and know she already has her wings.I don't know what good will come out of this all but something has to be possitive after all this saddness.
I have been to one child's funeral back in 1993 and It was hard for me.I had done a benefit for a child {same age as caylee} who suffered from cancer and needed a boen marrow transplant,we raised that money but she got sick and never recieved it.I went in hoping that she'd be in peace and she was,Amanda was her name,I never forget her.She was dressed in has white gown,with her barney close by,I cried for a little while but understood she was with God and the angels.
Caylee's was diffrent,I went into my room and broke down alone.I cried because I searched on the net hoping some fool would post something and slip ,I read through documents to try and figure out what may of happened to caylee.
Caylee ,You are so loved by everyone,your grandma,grandpa,uncle lee, Everyone in all states,You will never be forgotten,Be bright like the moon.
God bless you dear one.
Next Summer I plan to hold a benefit in Caylee memory in Fl ,all the money donated from ticket sales will Go to Help the mission and also a group who helps with finding kids.,So please check in to see when it will be.
This is for caylee,Fly free sweetie.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

George Anthony


I have read some nasty things on the net about George thats is so wrong yet also judgemently,why we as humans who don't even know this man have to bash him let alone accuse him of things ?We as humans should stop and look at our seleves before rushing to judgment,me, I think George is stronger then most and is completly misjudged.
George,who was a police officer and detective wanted to use his ability to find caylee he wanted to question casey on where his granddaughter was yet he was told by cindy"your not a police officer anymore, calm down",to me thats wrong, once your a cop,there is no calming down,you have that instinct forever, it's just the way it is.
On June 24th,George hadn't seen caylee,casey had been at the house for a few mins' he mentioned the gas cans were missing,he told casey he needed to get something out of the trunk to fix the family car, he had an extra set of keys, casey tried holding him back and said"no dad, i'll get it"George told her he was able to get it,she put her hands out to stop him and cursed at him.George being George knew that smell,he dosen't want to believe it but heck once you smell the odor you know that smell forever,he stated to the police what he thought it was and the imaginable has happened.
His heart is aching,he wants to believe caylee is still on this earth and hold onto hope,I strongly believe in HOPE and holding onto it for as long as possible.People have called him a "liar"there is reasons for things that have been said or done because someone else is running the show and when your stuck in a rock and a hard place you tend to follow along,no matter what you feel in your heart.
George told FBI"casey stole from caylee's piggy bank to stealing from her own family ,barrowing money she couldn't pay back ",This had to be hard for him to paint the picture of his daughter whom he loves but still in his heart he can't understand how he raised a daughter to do whats she's done so far but she {casey} is innoucent until proven guilty.
I think george has been shuffled in all this mess,I think nobody has taken an ounce of compassion for his feelings thus far.It was hard for him to take a stand and tell a jury what he knew which placed casey behind bars but don't place blame on him, place where it should be, he told the truth,he even expressed how hard it was to do that,go against your daughter that way.
All George wants is to find Caylee,wheather it be alive or other wise and not one person has stopped to consider his feelings , no support for him.people tend to hide their feelings,they hold back tears,they try and go on,for whatever reason we as human beings do the same thing.I remember when my grandmother passed away,I couldn't cry,it wasn't that I didn't love her,I did but she was sick, she was in a nursing home ,she had strokes, it was her time to go.I sat alone in my room, talked to God and cried alittle.My grandmother will always be with me in my memories, my heart and around me.
George has been played out by all accounts of what I read online no less and someone who's smart, how do you know that?So he made a mistake, we all have,so he wants to find caylee,can I convict him, no because I'd be holding onto HOPE just like him, hoping for the better ,not the worst.
Can I blame him for getting mad at protesters,no because I think it was out of hand and outta line, who are they to be trial and jury,are they any better then joe shmo down the street,I doubt not.I can't blame him for wanting them off his property and away from his home, night after night,day after day people wanting casey to come out so they could chew her up and spit her out,that was enough to drive anyone nuts.
yes George told FBI he was told about bad pictures and he thought he knew his daughter well,he also was beside himself with tears welling up ,I could tell when he spoke of the days caylee was missing.I feel for this man,I can't understand why people have bashed him when he was told by one person to calm down and he has been forced somehow to back up casey ,can I blame him, no, some fathers would do that and keep their feelings to themselves,thats just how it is.
I just think george needs better encouragment and support then what he has been getting,it's not fair to him as a human being.
This is for george
I can not blame greorge for defending casey because to be honest shes been getting the brunt of alot as well,I can not bash her because I am not that person,In America we have the right to be innoucent before proven guilty,it's up to the jury,not me to make casey out to be a bad person.This blog will not bash casey or the Anthony family.

Caylee"S Hope,why I started this

Caylee Marie Anthony,has been missing since June 16th,the last time her family saw this beautiful angel.
I am not here to bash the Anthony's nor casey because thats not my style ,I am here because I feel I need a place to write and share my feelings.

As we know one month went by before caylee was reported missing,cindy{caylee's grandmother}made the heartwrenching phone call.I ask myself "why didn't casey call to begin with"?I am just so baffled by this.Here is a child missing and her mother didn't call the police,I was lost in this whole matter.

Everyday that has gone by has been a nightmare for the Anthony's,everyone ask's"where is Caylee" and still no answears.Casey has said"she dropped her off to the nanny or met the nanny in the park and she took Caylee from her",we now know that was a lie,there was no nanny zanny watching caylee,My opinon is this"casey placed nanny on a resume and thats where she got zanny-nanny from"because according to george{Caylees gradfather caylee never mentioned a nanny named zanny,ever}.

As a human being,I have decided not to judge casey till I know all the facts and still not judge because I have known people who were liars,who had problems,who had kids way to young and it as they said"cramped their life style" and couldn't do the things they did before.

Example-My sister had a friend who had a baby girl at 17,then a son,she lost her kids through divorce but she had another child when she was 20 with another person, now granted she had her hands full,but this girl was a dumbbell when it came to watching her kids or caring for them,she'd expect "mommy" to come and care for them or change them so she could sit around, sleep all day or party,she even relied on her friends as well.There was a number of times I'd go and comb her daughters hair, my sister would baby sit her or bath her and get her ready for bed because her friend was to lazy to do her job,care for her daughter,then she'd start dumping her kids on her mother so she'd could go and party,to me as a person I found this sick,I can see once in awhile but not every weekend and she was doing bad things too.She stole from me and my sister,she'd barrow cash and never pay it back and lied like a rug.

So ,you wonder how can casey do the things she did,we don't know,we as humans want the whys and how comes and it really dosen't concern us,we're not in the Anthony's shoes but My feeling is caylee is out there somewhere and I pray to God everyday she is found,even if the outcome isn't what anyone wants.

Caylee"s Hope ,the words mean alot, hope she is still alive, hope she is found,hope that this should never happen to another child,hope her mother speaks and tells the truth,hope there can be healing soon,hope for love and caring,hope for Caylee,thats what it means to me.